“{I have died every day waiting for you. Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years, I’ll love for a thousand more. And all along I believed that I would find you, time has brought heart to me. I have loved you for a thousand years, I’ll love you for a thousand more.}” -Crystina Perri, Thousand years.
Done
No matter the amount of money or goods you give me, I will never return to your house Dad. Bribe me all you want but I’m not going through that again. You told people I lied. You made me go to court. Why couldn’t you of just been a father? Why did you have to be a pot smoking, alcoholic, abusive, porn addicted, over grown child? There’s nothing you can do to bribe me, I’m done. I don’t love you, I want nothing to do with you ever again. I gave you several chances to make things right and you didn’t so goodbye.
Waiting
It may sound stupid to some of you but, I met him two years ago. He was cute, funny, sweet. Just pretty awesome. But I was stupid and shy and never asked for a way to keep in touch. So for two years I thought about him, remembered him, wished I could see him or simply talk to him again. There was no way I could though, all I had were these memories left. I didn’t understand this obsession but I really hoped it meant something. That there was a reason I never once forgot him.
Then today I saw him. For the first time in two years I saw him, I talked to him, I stood next to him and joked with him. I found out more about him and he is incredible. Everything, just wow. I don’t think I will ever meet a guy like him ever again…because despite how nerdy and into politics and smart he is he’s pretty attractive. I love it. But of course, the typical dilemma, he has a girlfriend. A girlfriend that he seems pretty serious about. I don’t get it, I don’t get why I feel things like this. For two years he was my hope. Something about him gave me hope. I felt like I had something to live for; seeing him again. Like I said, really dumb and pointless…
But despite everything? Today was still one of the best days of my life. Purely because I finally got to see him again.
(Source: prince16greg, via itskens)
